tired...lethargic...stress...tension

20+ days
we form 5 students
are goin to "war"
a big "war" in our school life

many preparation have been done
everyday the time is counted down...

tired doing many many mnay of exercises...
lethargic of revising homeworks
stress overwhelmed daily life
consequence...
TENSION....

the word"lazy"
always haunted in mind..
working like a machine...

yet
we can enjoy the fruits of our labours...
should happy or sad?
unknown...

LAZY vs HARDWORKING

LAZY
is good?
or bad?

lazy could make people score a+ in exam?
i doubted...
is it lazy ppl wif smart brain could be success?
i doubted...

lazy ppl would be hardworking in return...
who know...
i duno

never say to never
try our best
we can make diiferences..
haha...
simply hardworking would be successful?
lazy ppl who always admit him/herself lazy
mayb more hardworking...

fate couldn't be changed
but attitude can change...

tHE rOADS nOT tAKEN

choices by choices...
what m i going to choose?
i doubted
i stunned
should i let it be?
or
should i manipulate it?
i really dunno
why?
it is the manipulated variable
i m just only a responding variable
i dun dare to control it
i let it control me
yet
i wan to be the controller
curb all the scene

two roads diverged in front of me
should pick up the first one?
or i should take the another?

but i hope there will be the third road for me
haha
the third roads is the by-pass towards it..
what is it?
it is future
it is success
it is u, the unknown
...

TWINKLING

twinkle twinkle little star.....
u just like the star in the sky
at night
up above the ground so high
star is non stop blinking
u is non stop blinking in my mind
twinkle twinkle
u are so far....
very very far from me
in the blink of an eye
u are further
it is very hard to own u
it is a task
a challenging task
i like this task
i take it
and
i ll accomplish it
end with success?
or failure?
this an unknown for me...
u are the unknown
i dunno what u think
what u like
what u prefer
what u decide
what u love
what u dream of
what u want
what u hope for........
should i miss u
far apart in the universe...
never mind
i ll be the light
with the velocity of light
move towards the little star.....
watch out!!!
u may be crashed,
my little baby.....^^


twinkling blinking in mine...