worrying episode

yeah! holidays...everyone must enjoy...

i should enjoy my days during this holidays. but the thing is
i am worried about my final exam...*sigh*..
i just did my best. but the best that i have done, i could not have my fully confidence in it.
it is totally different between a gap...FAIL or PASS...i m anxious of it...
that's the thing that haunted me since last week i have been back in home.
day by day, i can't get rid of it, always bear that in mind..that's the problem..whenever wherever i have been...whatever i did...i just be remind of that...
i had failed once...
i admit that i scared...i scared i will fail...i won't scared of failure...yet, i scared of disappointing my family...i was not playful to handle the exam or even the test..i have been taken it seriously every time...BUT my result wasn't satisfying me, especially my reading subject...i couldn't point the finger to the lecturer that didn't teach well, somehow maybe is just my own problem...my understanding to text is not good enough...i admit...
my reading test result was so suck. though i wasn't fail, i got the bad result..
i really DON'T LIKE people who got that higher marks than mine and still complaining their marks...i don't like to complain much...i just wanna speak out, that's make me better...
i think i shall not worried too much...but i can't...==...
i have my great wishes that i won't fail this final exam...hopefully...bless...

shamed of my failure....

home episode...

yeah!!!!
home really sweet...
i could feel my taste bud tasting the sweet feeling of my home..^^
i like this.
after had my last paper, i rushed out from the exam hall 30 mins earlier, to breathe in the fresh air and exhale my long lasting tension of answering the tests all the way..phew!..i made it.. yahoo..^^
went sunway and hadd a ridiculous? no, it is amazing? or it is jusst really awesome!!! sarcastic...we spent quite a lot...on food...sushi king....follow by lovely baskin robbin:)...and the kindori....ate twice ice-cream...wow!! that was really nice...tasted different style of ice-cream was satisfying me...^^...
packing was the last thing i did in cendana....i was fast on doing that...put like dumping everything inside the bags and luggage...i was quite excited as i was going home..yet i felt a bit sad that i have to leave that cannot meet my friend...

feeling quite sad at the same time, cant accompany the lovely one till the going home....miss a lot of time being there....hope the lovely one won't feel lonely...take care ya thee, lovely one...wish to see you soon....^^

four three two one...yeah go home..
theology the first test that not really stunned me, but i got stunned when i saw ALM student went out from the hall one by one..only after about 30 mins they had finished answering the test! awesome! i just started answering my essay question. what is big bang theory? the particle boomed and moving apart..in short.. maybe i should compare them to the big bang..moving apart from us from the hall...time goes by, more and more people went out. i went out when there was only 10 minutes left which is very contra to the alm student.
we also apply steady state theory too. we straight away went to mcd to have a great lunch. called the bus driver to stop at mcd s3 is like so hard. the man was not really kind enough but at least he stop for us at quite far from mcd. we somemore gaming after that--everyone ready? DoTA!
from the second test until now and the tomorrow test, i just wish one thing, one thing that could not be changed in mind--it is not that hard, not that easy...i don't want to fail!

people will sad when they being hated...and they dont know why other hated them.
but for the lovely one, people wont hated u , not even once. i promise. people happy when u happy...people sad when u sadTT.....(assuming i m the people)...

am i thinking too much? is that me? well. be myself. be yourself. i love u because of you, your nature.....