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又是苦闷的一天这样就过去了....咳...sienz nia.....
站在店里...一直徘徊...不知道该做些什么...
人潮一阵一阵的...有人时忙个不停...没人时感到冷气的风特别凉....
每天都这样....跟朋友聊天...什么话都谈过了....没什么特别的话题...
一个人便想些有的没的...哈哈...
想到新年就快到了....还是没有感受到那种过年的气氛...
新年歌满街响...但还是冷淡....
每年都带着不一样的心情过年....衣着style年年不一样...
想的做的也不同了....
人面不知何处去，桃花乃似笑春风。
还记得去年一大队人去朋友家拜年...赶路前...
接了一通熟悉的电话....原本以为是朋友姐姐打来的....原来那是关心我的人的第一通电话....
记忆还清新着...
今年还是希望手机再一次响起....
一次再一次的...
仅是一次也足够了.....

mutant...

crossing all the planet....
searching for the beautiful scene....
capture the sweet moment....
finding the land of peace....
living happy no worried no sad...
thats true.... in the dream...
It’d be so beautiful if that came true....
no paid no gain....
sometimes you never gain what you have paid off.....
perhaps it won't....
however...
sometimes i felt tired exhausted
working for it....
sometimes i try to enjoy it....but i failed tooo...
many times i have tried...it wasn't nice...
yet...i m working for it so long time ago....i cant just give up like that....
determination and courage make me continue til now and will be endless...
more courage and support that i required from it
urgently needed...please give it via radiation....i could feel it and grab it soon.....
everyday just do the same thing...
i sad disappointed.....i never have a dream comes true....haizzz...
just admit it...cant decline...it become one part of mine...
remove it ll be very painful.....

it's gonna to be tougher
by the way i ll become stronger...
mutation happened..you cause me mutate...
no easily get hurt..i like it much...

should?......will?......unknown?(repetition)

should i await u patiently?emm
will u await me?

should i keep my promise?yes
will u keep ur promise?

should i keep on entertain u?yes
will u happy of that?

should i smile?haha
will u smile?

should i remember what u said?emm...
will u keep remember me?

should i come near to u?doubted
will u let me go near?

should i stay away from u?nop
will u let me go away?

should i comfort u whenever u sad?of course
will u being comforted?

should i fulfill ur wishes?try my best
will u have wishes for me?

should i gaze on u?^^
will u look at me?

should i endure the hardship?yup
will u support me?

should i have faith in u?til lifeless
will u have faith in me?

should i take the challenge u give?sure
will u give me challenge?

should i ever be courage enough?.....
will u be courage too?

should i willing to sacrifice?except my life
will u willing too?

should i be determined?yes
will u have perseverance?

should i defeat u?unless u are my baby
will u be the winner?

should i listen to u?ya
will u speak to me?

should i tell the truth?done..
will u listen to it?

should i dare?yes
will u dare?

should i think of u?always
will u think of me?

should i be the force?ya
will u be the load?

should i explain all this?ermm....
will u want to know?

should i understand u?try my best
will u understand me too?

should i ll never shrink my responsibilities till the end?yes
will u being touched?

should i claim u as my unknown?perhaps
will u like to be my unknown?

should i call u baby?hope so
will u like to be my baby?

should i feel happy?haha
will u be glad?

should i keep the secret?shhh...
will u keep it too?

should i joke to u?haha..jk
will u kidding?

time is ticking n ticking n ticking...
non-stop ticking
what u think i duno
y?
because u are the unknown
unknown that known to me
i ll never force u unless u force me
i hope unknown will be the unknown
destiny?
fate?
let's us admit haiz
.............................

growing phase....

no more playful
no more loitering around
we r not kids anymore..
yes.. all people keep moving...
people has grown up...
that's right..
we r holding more n more responsibilities...
being accountable to what we have done...
there are many n many big tasks awaiting us to accomplish...
we shouldn't be tired to make it done...
don't give up easily whenever miseries come to us...
that's true....
enjoy every moment in our life....
whether it is sweeet or bitter...
ya i still miss every sweet moment till now...
whenever bitter comes to us we should take it as challenge...
challenge that i take i ll never be able to drop it...
and i do not wish to drop it anymore...
very difficult..that is for sure..
yet i like it...
i like the way i have chosen and try my best to do it
everlasting until breathless...
our future our destiny are not well arranged by god...
we must manage them well from now...
from now we r in the adulthood
deciding what route we should to reach the peak of life...
however obstacles r all along the journey...
its unknown for the intercepting point of our journey..
wish to have a point of intercept
and moving parallel at the same coordinate....
well ...
am i waiting for the unknown?
is unknown waiting for me?
ya.. there is an unknown............

do my best...

2009 is the past tense now...
2010 this is the first year i need not go to school when school reopen...
yea!!!
yet have to work lo....
long time no see some of my classmates...quite miss them actually...
haha...
haiz... time is the factor...hope that they are in pink...

2010 there ll be a big twist of change in life...
ya after get our spm result...
we have to make our choices of course...
what should we do in future...
we must aim target in life by the time
and hit it...
target should not too high
or it wouldnt be achieved...
yet hope must put in it...
ya new hope in life...
the new hope that i wish to become true in life in future...
yes it's the unknown...
couldn't be solved by now....
i have to work hard to find out its solution....
i will do my best for the new hope
future
and
for the UNKNOWN...
i ll never shrink my responsibilities for it...
wish that it would be realized. ..