Monday, February 21, 2011

自我突破?

tourism convention 的presentation, 今天还算是可以过得去,但总觉得自己表现不是很好。 有点儿不自然。。
收获最多的还是讲师, 有礼品拿,水果吃,还secret recipe 的蛋糕噢 !哇!出钱、出力的是我们嘛! 唉!谁叫我们要拿高分啊。自己咯。。哈哈!!

自我突破。
记得一年前,我曾剪个很特出、艺术的头发,刻上几条线。。觉得自己很少年化。
今天再一次上演, 把我还算蛮辛苦留得秀发给剃了。。。只是旁边而已啦。。
基本上个人认为还不错啦! 呵呵 。。有待明日其他人的回应。。哈哈。。有点自恋 。。

“M” 是money 吗?
不, "M" 是 Michigan!!

Friday, February 18, 2011

十五晚(两天前)


十五的月亮圆又圆。。
有的人说外国的月亮比较圆喔。。
我是还没见识过他们所说的圆,
但是
在十五的晚上,
我站在宿舍外,
望着那圆圆的月光,
感觉还不错嘛!

十五也是华人的情人节,许多人都会到溪边抛柑,希望能找到属于自己的另一半,
但是这都是得靠缘分吧!
有时想起自己曾为了她, 付出了这么多,关怀,帮助,心血, 一切的一切,现在只能回味罢了, 感觉好像很可惜,有时感觉很荒唐,可笑。

曾经有位好朋友对我说过,其实我是被人利用了(以开玩笑的口吻),我坚持不相信,直到..........过了将近两年。。
那天我醒来了,终于都走出了那四面围墙的城堡。
想起那句话时,觉得自己很傻,哈哈!!
就是付出了这么多,得到并不是自己想要。==
换来的只是她的一句--没感觉。。。
第一次很不好受,第二次也不好受,但预料之中,第三次感觉好像是一种解脱。 。。
就是因为她 , 让我领悟了许多。。
她的一次又一次的拒绝,让我不断的蜕变,越坚强。。。
当初的我,执着,一直不想放弃。
现在,我懂得了执着不是好事。。。收放自如才是应有的。

明天又是美好的一天^^
我不喜欢单身。。。
俗语说:“天涯何处无芳草,为何单恋一枝花” 。。。




曾经拥有的,我会珍藏。

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

continue the journey......

listen to techno music right now......

it was like long time i didn't come to my blog
and tidy up my messy things in life since january....

well.....i actually come here after "stalking" (literally) someone blog...hehe....
i feel like wanna write something...but i haven't think of what to write....just scribble craps here...haha....

this week was like a "free" week, could be considered as, though there are a lot of pending assignments, yet not due to date....
i was like freaking free throughout these few days...
from the weekend followed my friends went to visit church, just wanna get some experience indeed...till to day i am sitting here to blog...

this week has our famous day--- valentine's day...
quite not happy as i am still single=.=, not celebrate it...
as the same time, i witnessed a lot of things happened on that day....
someone being awaken from the blurry....as me too, perhaps....haha
chap goh meh is today, 17 feb 2011.....is also a valentine' s day for chinese.....
both valentine's day have to go through in a single status....
as my friend said valentine's day is actually a day-of-watching-couples-celebrating-valentine's day-day....hahaha....seem quite a weird day though...^^

stalking people??
no, should be visiting people....i mean in facebook.
literally visiting people pages in facebook is quite common in fact....
wanna to know more about someone, perhaps.....is that bad??
i think not really...as fb is kind of social network....
ya, there's true that no privacy in facebook....

back to this week.
this week was like a week that many things happened beside valentine.
we celebrated birthday at steamboat restaurant....which located near sunway but it isnt near by walking...hahaha.....i was spending alot of money throughout the whole week....i admit that i nearly *broke*, but definitely won't...spending like a lot of money made me uncomfortable as i want to save money for my great wishes of getting a DSLR!!!
yet, it's quite impossible if i keep spending money like this....

running is my daily chore right now. in fact, i didn't jog for two days already....

i accidentally met someone whom she is quite pretty and i currently always visit her pages in fb...be friends? hope so...widen my circle of friends is a necessity....^^...

i can anticipating how busy would be the next week....=.=....all of the huge assignments and presentations could actually push me to the corner....

be tough. be happy. be optimistic. be friendly.
smile....in every moment... :)