last....

yesterday was a quite nervous day..as the day when sat scores were announced..since i went back so early from school, i had been clicking on the college board website for a few times..it kept saying available soon..=.=..there was 4 o'clock in the evening..here come everyone busy checking their scores..i rushed from bed and checked. yeah, i made it! though it was not very high in my reading section, but i am happy enough as i have passed the minimum scores by JPA..i am proud of my essay score as i get very high. overall i am quite satisfied with it. i am proud of my room too 1212..^^..two ppl are getting 2k+ who qualified to apply ivy league. yet, there is a contradiction happens. some of colleague they can't believe the marks they got and quite sad.. i pity them, really. i could see them working damn hard before the real tests, and even they can score very high in practice tests and consider the top scorer, i think. when they revealed their real scores, the atmosphere seemed very gloomy. i can't say anything...maybe the marking went wrong?..or fate?..or luck?...they are sad and down. out of the expectation is very disappointing.. failure could bring one into deep grief instantly. but i believe that they could get it one day...
real hero always remain steady. of course, i am not the hero. i mean my friend who got very high mark, just stay cool. i like that. if he paid his hard work a bit more, i think he could apply for ivy league. just a little bit more..

today is the last day for this fall semester..it happened so fast...4 month have gone, just a blink of eye. everything passed too soon...i can't even totally get along with all my classmates. this is the time i get known of them a little bit and want to know more, but never have chance as next semester we will separate according to our majors.
i am sitting at my seat for 4 months, but i could feel like just happens few weeks, perhaps. what i have learned in this semester? i wonder. not the matter of i didn't learn anything, i just can't say it, too much!! there are a lot of fun and ups and downs have been gone through...perhaps our friendship could still last long....

too soon. sooner later, it will be the final exam... that is tomorrow!...
same thing happens again in mine. i wish i will get everything pass the cut off point hopefully...may the wishes come true.........

last week....

time really fly...away...everything has been done, nice one. all the assignments and presentation have been rolled over between these few weeks. today is the last presentation in this semester--campaign. well, i do feel good about my work as well as mt teammate. all of us have done a good job actually. this campaign is the least meeting we ever have which only about 15 minutes!! of discussion. yet we did quite good. i am very satisfied of my group members works as they had paid off their hard work in doing all sort of fliers, brochure, poster and t-shirt. our campaign "say NO! to plastic" has been launched smoothly...yea...throughout this semester of all kind of group work. i found my group is the good one which very cooperative between each other. i like my group^^ though sometimes there was some contradiction happened, but still okay...
have been watching other group of their presentation on their campaign, i found that there are many things of our human deeds are wrong. there are a lot of things that i don't even realize before these campaigns. like Mc Donald's fast food, we really didn't know about the truth behind the "smile:)"...
well today is the last important day for my class before the FINAL EXAM..of course, i have to free myself a while from the huge burden that i have. for sure that i will have begun my hard work by then. so........what's now.....rest first! yeah!^^

there is something behind everything
which
hidden.....
i don't know....

nice meeting...

what a good day?
well met some friend that i come far far away from ktt sepang, in Malaysia of course. but he did not meet with even once here around KL i mean. after about 45 mins of driving in a rented car, he arrived at sunway safely. the first time he went sunway pyramid today. at that moment i just think of how many times i have been going to sunway. haha. i was just wondering if i could be the tour guider for him. sure, i scared of he would lost in such huge shopping. sunway is such a big and complex terrain? it is just a small dot in big big world. one utama is more challenging, i guess.
we have a quite good lunch there in a gasoline station--Gasoline cafe. yet i cant smell gasoline! the food is just nothing special about. but the atmosphere is quite comfortable with low lightning and japanese style seating. quite lot conversation there.
eating is just a usual but special talent that we have, perhaps. we went to have s great yummy desert--snowflakes, a kind of taiwanese food. in such a hot day, eating a big bowl of icy snowflakes wow, nice! it seems like a reunion, perhaps as we sat around the tables and had been talking a lot!! whatever topics just being boomed..
ya that was a great little moment i having there with the lovely one. since long time ago, i have never been so close to her, the lovely one. sitting beside the lovely one, i just feel a great warmth inside me. the feel could not be able to describe. it is just simply nice. the time is great with the one with the sweetie snowflakes as complement....the environment was just perfect. i am happy.^^ this is the wholesome short period i having today. grateful. thanks for being you=D.valued every moment.... :)



week 16!!!! the last end.....

after a big endurance~~

the fifth day had been gone through with a lot of hardship-tiresome, exhaustive, sleepiness...
what i have been going through these weekdays?
well, everything happened so fast like lightning. as the first day, i was so enthusiastic on my ethic presentation and prepared it for some moment. but, thing ended up with doing it next week. ==..so first mission incomplete.
i was like preparing everything in the good condition for my book review 2 on Tuesday. the same thing was happened again. there were only 6 people did their presentation, and i was not given a chance to do because of my informal attire. formal attire is needed for presentation that is what i actually know, but i never think that lecturer is so counting on it. so, second mission was incomplete too..
living in this democracy world we should followed the majority decision. that's why the LAST TOEFL class was being postponed again..==well. wednesday should be considered as the most busiest, most arduous day that i had this week. having the 2 listening test in 2 hours, listening to the boring tape that had been played for many times, answered the questions not very well. i am quite scared of this oral comm test, i might have a thought of failing the test, i mean get damn low marks. phew! the bored 2-hours had just gone and the another round still awaiting in front--precalculus test!! however, this time, the test was quite damn easy i think but i still wondered about the possibility of failure. mission 3 complete!!
here come the fifth which was already yesterday by now. finally it was my turn to present my book review. i was quite nervous on presenting but i think i had done my best... a grammar quiz which is just a quiz but actually a test to test our ability on that particular grammar. grammar is always be my great weakness. i absolutely can't ensure anything from this test as well. so mission complete but....

sometimes having a man little party is just nice. eating junk food, snacks and keep drinking the liquid carbon dioxide. a lot of laughter can be heard by then, of course that was something craps...haha..well, it really strengthen our friendship. i say this seem a bit old-fashioned but we may know each other better in this way. the food was nice and the place was quite nice as well with no rain at all and stars and moon as well..

the last week of the semester smells so near now....hehe

week 15 already!!!!

everything seem doesn't stick on my plan today.
as i wake up at 10 am, i plan to do and complete my book review 2 slides as well as cause and effect essay. but now, i just did my slides in half way and didn't start my essay writing yet. so frustrating now. don't know how to deal the pressure later. this week may be considered as the busiest week also. all the challenging stuffs come to the peak this week!!! i haven't get myself prepare for the climax yet. damn it! i am just like too lazy to start on my work sometimes as today. and i may regret later soon==..sad case. what the pre-calculus test!! is coming soon and it's gonna to screw me up. the round isn't end so fast after the test. there is another grammar quiz on Friday!!! that's most probably will bounce me down to the hell!!! wth!!
preparing too many presentations today. first book review, now ethics--life after death. there is high possibilities our group which last will present tomorrow. at this seconds, i just hope that everything will be smooth enough. hope that i can speak out loud and fluently.
after a week, i didn't get use and touch the SAT lexicon, i have been decreased in ability to pop out some bombastic words. it seems useless after the test. i mean i can't use them a lot in my writing. maybe it's the matter that i don't familiar with all those great vocabularies.
there is 11 hours left for my ethics presentation, maybe..
there is one day left for my book review 2 presentation, possible is my turn..
there is two days left for the math precalculus test 3 and oral comm listening test, that's for sure....i ''ll die!!
there is three days left to complete my cause and effect essay, yea true...
there is four days left for the grammar quiz, *sigh*
campaign some more!! last week
everything happen too fast, too furious..this is what person without preparation will say. i definitely is the one. *sigh*
now i wish i could cope with them in peace.........nothing unfortunate happens......or else, i am going to be killed.
now i also realize that time truly flying incessantly.in the blink of an eye.
week 15 now!!! next week is the last round we gonna to fight for this semester...final push..
2months of holidays is coming near to us, i could feel the movement of it. yeah! but i gonna said "haiz" now......

hot!!!!

oh! damn it. pre-calculus is so confusing...i m so freaking annoyed. i could not really understand about what the teacher taught us. i could not get what it mean! so f*** off! it is getting more arduous now. i cant twist my brain to think about the solution, but my friend did that! trying hard to twist my brain. it is tough, it is challenging, it is exhausting.....

well, friday was not an easy day. there was a reading quiz. i had been screwed by the reading quiz last time. i have the phobia to this type of quiz by then. i was like "OMG!" before i took the quiz. i was so scared. i cant prepare anything instead reading some material, perhaps would help. i was afraid of i would be screwed up again....==.yet, for me, reading is depending on my understanding on 1 passage. if lucky, i could get what it mean, if not, then gone. everything should based on luck also, but sometimes don't.
waiting "patiently" for 3 hours in library, finally the quiz began. i should or should not thank to luck? there are many questions that i knew how to do it, yeah! but same time, some ques really drilled me to hell, i just can't ensure that my choice of answer is correct or not...*sigh* i took my time read thoroughly the passage and try very hard to fully understand it. i did my best, hope that it won't disappoint me again.
whatever, it's over. should be happy. that's right. we went SACC had our great dinner at Nandos. the chicken taste nice with extra hot peri-peri sauce with dual sidelines as well. the big big chicken wing, wow!..i like the environment there. a bit dusty plus the old fashioned furniture...the low lightning intensity and the soft music are amusing... the bottomless cola is really good. i have 4 cups then . hahaha...
eating whole bar of choco in 30 mins!!! wow.. i am done...after playing few matches of dota...
woke up early morning again today...we went to One Utama again this weekend..what am i so excited to go? yes, because of my stupid keyboard i bought. lol..ya, finally i changed to USB plug-play with add on 10 bucks. i am very happy as i can type and play using keyboard to avoid hurting my lovely notebook keyboard.^^

today there is a western movie festival, i think..Latin America movies were shown. we got the free ticket. of course it is free to watch. HOWEVER, we went through each theater to decide which movie to watch. we surveyed. haha. ya finally we went to watch legend of fist--chen zhen... we watched from the middle part of it. but it was still satisfying as we have the chance to see the climax...it is so so so worthy for it as it was FREE!!!! yeah!!
we went to visit my friend hostel at bandar utama as well. she brought us to the house, walking under damn hot sunny sun...the housing area is so gorgeous. she said she and her course mate stay in a 1.3 million house!!!omg!!! they are jpa scholar also!!! i am so amazed when i saw that...the houses are so nice. there are so clean as maids will come to clean for them. the space in the house are very huge!! mammoth...there should be nice if events held on...there are NO curfew there...wow, really damn nice...

after the visit, i felt like i don't want to go back cendana anymore...everything there in bandar utama is so damn good, nice, perfect...but what to do...*sigh*
ya we should appreciate actually for what we having now. basically everything is fine too in cendana. should not complain. as others people maybe more worse indeed outside cendana...i must appreciate much...for what i get now..

cuci kereta cuci mata!! wow the event was so hot! i mean the girl!! awesome...when you have car wash by the beauty, you have a great chance to see them! i have no car...==...but i saw them. pretty mighty fine looking, fair complexion..i hope they could be my wife..haha..everyone like beauty..it's undeniable...

the weather is still damn hot...almost no rain for a week!!

black pepper ice cream!!

it is about a big change that one has stepped into 18...one should be matured and no longer bounded, i mean one can do what they want as long as it is legal. drinking hard drink, smoking, have a casual sex? i think it is possible, yet not in Malaysia as our country is conventional and conservative. i am wondering when is the teenagers in US start to have their first ever casual sex...for western people it is a lifestyle, and consider as healthy according to research.. but in Asian mindset that girl and boy could not get contact sexual intercourse unless they married. i think this will be the controversy idea for the world. what would our world be if everyone have free sex with each others?

well yesterday oct 12 was my housemate alvin birthday. we have had a blast party at pak li coffee shop. celebration with a group of girls as well. there was meng yee, chicago class rep birthday as well. that's nice. having a lot of conversation and communication with each other. eating the cheesy cake was tasty. we have a lot of fun talking craps. haha. we spend a few hours there. just before we went to celebrate. we stayed back in INtec great library. wow. the cold environment is so nice. the weather of these few days was seemed some thing went wrong. it is freaking fucking damn hot!!!!! i still could feel my skin been burned!!

today i have a big deal in Mcd..with a lot of black pepper. the black pepper spicy burger is great. and also the black pepper ice -cream!!!!!yeah.. i like challenges.....awesome.

follow my gut...quite wrong...

follow the gut...yeah today i have followed my gut and finally i should said that it fooled me a lot....shit!!

afternoon was nice not so hot, the sun pretend to be shy. quite shady but didn't rain. well, the buses should be our first choice of transport for us to go to one utama. however, it seems doesn't work well as lastly we took a taxi to there.
today my friend's friend's birthday. she is my friend also but met for just second time. i met one another new friend today also, named hui li.....
i didn't give present but i assume an ice-cream--chocotop should be a present as well...hehe...we went to dog fest just now. it was the last day. i saw many doggies, the cute one and also the strong one. they make me feel like i want to hug my 3 lovely dogs at home. yea, i miss them much. their barking was so sweet. ^^
here come the point i become a schmuck!!!*sigh*
i bought a logitech keyboard but nice keyboard what for? p/s 2 plug!! i cant use it in my laptop...that's shit!! omg!!! why am i so stupid, didn't even check it when buying!!!! why am i be fooled by that promoter!!!why am i follow my gut to believe that it is true--a usb keyboard!!!haiz...why!!???
i really learn a lesson and regret my deed. have to run to the shop again. hopefully they could exchange to me a USB keyboard ...if not, then i have to peel my pocket again....==
i am a schmuck!!!! i could blame nobody, but me....suffered the consequence.....


wish i never being fooled and a schmuck again.....
my brain have rusted already i think...
be smart to follow my gut!!!

SAT finished.....

yeah!
finally it FINISHED!!!
happy +excited
SAT is over........
we are so free, freaking free now....
walking on the journey to sunway was damn hot!
but it keep warm in heart
we walked together, and that's the reason.
though the way to sunway is quite short by driving
yet it's damn far from where we took SAT, metropolitan college....
whole gang of us walking together, though lastly we separated.
ya what's going on next.
of course we have had our great meal for lunch at pasta de gohan....japanese italianese cuisine.
it's look nice and nice environment, for me.
eating pasta was nice, but i still not very satisfied with the smell of pasta favor i ordered. not smell bad, it just like the smelling "cheap"? i guess so. the smell like something with soy sauce and pepper. very common. yet, it cure my hungriness, damn full after eating pasta with curry pilaf plus lemonade beverage.
one thing that i could not really like is the wet tissue is being charged, though we didn't use it and don't want. it's that a trick or prank? i guess so, business strategy.
let's rock party non-stop....
we bought some hard drink to celebrate of course.
tiger!!!carlsberg!!!
wow!! damn nice.
i seem "red" after drinking but not drunken as i still could dota-ing....hahaha...

the SAT day end with sleep at 3 a.m ......


the journey today still awaiting me to discover it.......

SAT eve.......

the night before SAT........
today, everything does pretty fine. we played whole noon of games. instead of study, we have fun. well, i play a game just now. dota. defense of the ancient. i will take the test to defend myself as well tomorrow. it seems very important. but, the environment now does sound very tension. by the way, i am quite anxious about it. i am afraid of digression of topic in my essay writing, something go wrong. i damn scared. that's why i am always so optimistic to alleviate the burden on me. damn! i played Dota, it's no wonder why. ya i didn't study tonight. and i am going to sleep later soon.

i bless you all the time. no matter how, i give you all my supportive strength and mentally energy. believe yourself , you could do it, because i believe too.


be confident....do the best...

studying SAT!

last two days before the real SAT test will be coming soon. i have wasted my this noon for recording my part of radio drama which i need to sing 3 songs. i record and record again. replicate this recordings is too arduous for me as i am actually not very proficient in my singing. but, since my group members had requested me and it ought to be added into it, i have no other better choice since then. singing 3 song with the rhythm was not spartan. i have spent my time extravagantly because i planned to record all that in an hour at first. yet it takes me few hours. it's lethargic. OMG! i am still insatiable with my sound recording. i somehow my singing is quite....ugly. i have no idea to enhance my singing at this furious moment. *sigh*.

however today i am still pleasant- with my TOEFL scores within these few months. yes, i think i have passed and will pass in real test, hopefully.

sometimes, it is sophisticated but it is reductionistic too as well. but i affirm that life is unpredictable, unknown, enigmatic, cryptic, mysterious. everything happens is pertaining to stealthy. sometimes it remains stasis and quiescent. but, at the same time, it will entity exotic sarcasm.

that's life.....

but

first thing first,




study SAT!!!!!

10 marks!!!!

finally i enjoy the fruit of our master piece of action in role play today. i could said that our group actually are quite passionate to this wrap up activity. although we have just practiced just for two times, but we did quite well. despite of our action, our story line is interesting and imposing. wow! awe-inspiring! like korean movies. haha.. i am too exaggerating on it. perhaps i am very satisfied with my score which is perfect - 10 marks!!! i was quite stunned when i first saw our group score. i can't believe it .. wow, it is actually our hard work paid off. perseverance will triumph in the end. we have been so passionate on our task and finally it is satiable. of course, we have endured quite a lot of tiresome hours on it as well as radio drama. or maybe our play make sense to our lecturer..and he likes this kind of play..perhaps..
finally i know a successful movie will bring a mammoth, enormous, gargantuan of happiness, satisfactory, victory to the all entire movie makers committee. i should give credit to my group member--alan, aimi and seha for being great actor on the play.
ya i really put my effort on the task given and have a great passion of doing it. like Donald Trump said, find your passion and love what you do. yea, i think i have found my passion perhaps and certainly i put myself into the play for real. i think that should be the answer for our group success... and of course, we should be like that all the time.

we should love what we do,
shouldn't hate it, shouldn't be undaunted, because it will definitely drag you away from the success edge.

have passion of what you do....
believe in yourself and myself


in myself i believe you....

the making of.....

after seeing some excerpt from my life right now, i have observed something and i deduce that
--making a movie is not an easy job, and the fruits of being passionate on the making of the movie are such an eminent master piece.
this notion was just blinking in my mind in a sudden. since i and we have the assignment--radio drama, which almost look alike like a movie indeed, perhaps, i have been going through almost all the way doing all this stuff. it has been practically moribund to us. that day, when i was discussing the story trend of the role play, we just figure out a lot of story we could perform. yet we need to choose the best one. it take about 2 hours in a discussion for us to make the decision. it seems ridiculous, this is not jocularity, but it's true. it seems so intricate to decide. i am wondering why. in fact, it is just a simple choice. to strengthen it more, i have a good example which came from my housemate actually. his group has done the recording of radio drama. he keeps on editing the sound all that. and he keeps up his effort for a few days. i am not sure yet, he is now still editing or not. however, something for sure is that editing the sound is a hard job. i wonder why he could put his effort fanatically simply on that assignment and perhaps he seems relish on his task. that's totally imposing. since i have my SAt test this Saturday and i don't really get a very high mark as my friends got, i have to put a bit effort on it instead of seeking the perfection on others.


people are insatiable, so do i too. i have my own dream. having a big dream is innocuous of course. THINK BIG, AND START KICK ASS IN YOUR LIFE--donald trump.

Dragon Tail....

today was amazed by the line of people. wow. i looked out at the window and the queue was amusing me. like a Dragon Tail.. as i knew that there was almost 730 am. there would the last bus before we late to class. yet, the bus still didn't come on time. the buses were late. 2 buses were reaching at cendana. i got stunned when i saw the 2 buses were taking multiple heavy loads of students. OMG! and yet there were still people couldn't to get into the buses. it was really sucks. but having friends around it does better than alone. at least you won't afraid of it, sometimes. when we got into the queue, we are actually far behind around 10+ people. it's really "awesome". we can't take the 720 bus, so we have taken 750 bus. of course, we were late. luckily, i was not screwed by lecturer who is affable.
things get worsen when i found the air-cond is NOT WORKING!!! wtf!! feel the great warm and rise in temperature in the class like an oven. shit! sweating and smelly.

the time while staying back at school, i don't like it much. it's tiresome, really. i wish i don't have to stay back anymore. practicing a role play for wrap up activity is not as an easy job as a piece of cake! learning and practicing the action of every part of the scenes, it is actually hard. sometimes, girl and boy will sheepish when they have some interaction in the play. it is really hard to get rid of that.

one thing i am sure that i am addicted to dota already. everyday play dota. even sometimes, my classmates will ask me, "are you playing dota after class?"omg! i seem infamous with that.


on the way improving my lexicon.....wishing i will not be pawned this Saturday.....

again 330 a.m, i had played dota again. well, it is quite fun. a good night sleep again. yet i just could sleep till 10 am. yea i have to wake up early to continue all my all sort my big challenging stuff..
i have started with my comparison essay first. wow. take half day to fiinish. i wonder if i don't ever have this much of ample time to finish.

i think people are addicting to dota games again...yes it is undeniable...we continued playing dota again at noon..we are being sarcastic for this whole day and day before, and the day before yesterday,.........we are epic?

a book which is simply a simple stuff can actually bring a lot of complex laughter.hahahahahahaha.....laughter? ya, we are crazy.....in a sudden 1212 house is full of the laughing aura, the warmth of friendship, the fulfilling jokes...yea, that's funny, sense of humor..^^ i guess so...

maple story..a great online game which drag whole form of student keep playing it last few years..and i have downloaded it today, it really takes me approximately 7 hours!!! i have recalled back some nice memory of the game while i simply played a while just now. 1.9 gb!! it really...eat the space of our p1...

week 13 is coming tomorrow...it absolutely fast like lightning...i am chasing it....

next week...SAT!!

since i realized that today is the weekend of week 12, there isn't a long way to be gone through to the final.
since i realized that today is the weekend of week 12, there are myriad, tonnes of works i haven't even touch on it, and i am going to be exhausted. *sigh* suffer from procrastinate?
i don't think so, but yes. essay, TOEFL test, SAT test, radio drama, role play......==
next week will be very tough challenging vigorous week days ever, i think so.

meanwhile, we still dota-ing for approximately 6 hours, non-stop!!!
i can't imagine i can withstand so tremendously for such a long time without rest!! it might be the great adrenaline pushing me upright...
i am amazed of myself, pretty awe-inspiring...of playing game...however, it does not wark on study. i will wilt if i study like that...==
330a.m i slept....

afternoon we went McDonald at S3. went to "botanical garden"??^^ perhaps, it looks so..in the centre of roundabout, there is a really nice shady and good environment. something cool air and fresh as well. good panoramic view. yea we have snapped some photos there. continued our journey going back home.

Domino Pizzas party night!!!wow..cool 6 larges 2 regular, total 60 pieces. finished by 10 hungry gentlemen..in 15 mins..haha...
there was great just now. having dinner together with friends, talking craps and keep eating and keep craping...

TOEFL test !! i have finished...within.....in very fast rate..1 hour? haha...

finally i have finished reading "think BIG".^^
started book review? i think i am ready for that...but....
yes, MUST think BIG
and kick ass....said Donald Trum


next week SAT!!!