yeah! holidays...everyone must enjoy...
i should enjoy my days during this holidays. but the thing is
i am worried about my final exam...*sigh*..
i just did my best. but the best that i have done, i could not have my fully confidence in it.
it is totally different between a gap...FAIL or PASS...i m anxious of it...
that's the thing that haunted me since last week i have been back in home.
day by day, i can't get rid of it, always bear that in mind..that's the problem..whenever wherever i have been...whatever i did...i just be remind of that...
i had failed once...
i admit that i scared...i scared i will fail...i won't scared of failure...yet, i scared of disappointing my family...i was not playful to handle the exam or even the test..i have been taken it seriously every time...BUT my result wasn't satisfying me, especially my reading subject...i couldn't point the finger to the lecturer that didn't teach well, somehow maybe is just my own problem...my understanding to text is not good enough...i admit...
my reading test result was so suck. though i wasn't fail, i got the bad result..
i really DON'T LIKE people who got that higher marks than mine and still complaining their marks...i don't like to complain much...i just wanna speak out, that's make me better...
i think i shall not worried too much...but i can't...==...
i have my great wishes that i won't fail this final exam...hopefully...bless...
shamed of my failure....
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