bad score.....

today i have cry inside my heart.
the first period of lessons had ruined my feeling. i was quite down as i saw my own worst achievement ever in Math test. *sigh*. compared to the others, i could feel like i am the alien among them. they all just getting marks that higher than me a lot. i am so striking with my damn low math test marks. i am pained inside but didn't portray it. i kept myself silent. i couldn't blame anyone except myself. i admitted that i didn't study well the night before the test. i also don't know why. as i knew that i understand what the lesson about or what teacher taught, i know everything. yet, until the test, i seem became stupid, very stupid. i didn't even answer a question with full marks. as i referred back after test, it seemed like a piece of cake for me when my friend taught me the solution. *sigh* sad case. i am very sad actually with my scores. i know that there is only one way--do more. do more can really improve my scores. and i promise myself that i should take this as a lesson and won't repeat the mistake again. next week is the mid term test. i wish to i could perform the best for myself.

by the way, the moral test was done today. same thing i felt i am standing on the edge of great mountain, one careless mistake could kill me off. i don't have the enough confidence to answer the test, i just did whatever it came to my mind. i don't dare to look forward for the score next week.

is that the result like this that i really wanted? No, definitely. but, sometimes i like to procrastinate my study during free time to another time. i guess that why i am nearly fail my math test 1. i would pay more effort on that peculiar matter and the other test as well.
hopefully hope tomorrow will be nice day and the following days....