2 weeks of holidays almost come to the end...within these days, i think i have wasted a lot of golden time, though i am done a lot of activities with my precious time. went outing with family, visited auntie home, have a reunion day with best friends which we called our "family day"^^, gathered with friends, watched Resident Evil-after life, shopping, etc. i did all, and now eating mooncake..mmmm...yummy...variety of mooncakes has been bought. quite expensive but worthy..haha..

am i doing something? right now? at first i wanna do my my dossier for US uni application. yet, i got the feeling that i wont pass the cgpa 3.5! and i abandoned my working on dossier. i prefer to do next year. but i still guilty for it, for my decision. some of my friends have been done and they told me that they wanna have a try. who know they could fly in one year? and they told me to try too. but i thought it was so ridiculous for me to get that high marks, even in SAT test also and TOEFL. i know my level. i didn't have plan to fly in 1 year, although i wish to. since another friend told me that she didn't do dossier too, i just been convinced to do dossier next year. another case is my senior does his dossier this year also(his second year). i was more likely not to do anymore. until i went to school to seek for my missing past year test result, i was totally pissed off as the clerk said i have to wait until school reopen to get from teacher.*sigh* it is ought to be stopped. BUT....i still guilty now as i found my friend done. i am confused. yet, it come to end. regret can't help. however, i am still believe my RIGHT choice. perhaps i am a contented person, at least i could fly to US too after two years. all scholars can fly, but depend on timing, fast? or slow? i smile if i could pass above average, i don't mean to achieve 3.5, yet if get it, i ll be very excited. perhaps smile help me to pass. haha..

overall i am quite enjoyable within this holiday. i could eat sleep play as i want.
another one and half month of journey have to go. yet i start to think for the next holiday already. time fly. a lot of thing haven't done yet. SAT test, book review, radio drama, presentations, assignment, essays, and final exam!!!
do whatever satisfied me, that's good enough. :)